Endings...

Pull me out

"I have a serious problem in getting back to reality checks, because I believe that I live a lot in my land of fantasies.If I'm a good friend to you, just pull me out when you think I had gone too far. That's the only thing where my self-help mechanism stops working." 

@Nayonika

Silence of the dead

There are no walls, no boundaries,no shackles,no slaves....just a grave,and it's time to wake up the dead!

I quit :(

Proposal

যদি ফিরে যেতে পারি একদিন...

শৈশবের সেই দিনগুলো 

ছিলো কতই মজাদার....

চাইলে ও তো যেতে আজ

পারব না ফিরে আর...

Too Busy...

You've got 10000 friends in your Facebook friend list, 1000 contacts in your phone-book, still when you feel like talking to someone,you hardly find a number to dial or a name to ping on. 

People ARE BUSY.

The funnier part is, you have to be there all the time whenever they NEED you else you're TOO BUSY!!

When I see d most luckiest girl of the universe, smile with pride....I often think.....if it was that easy for my Ex, then why is it soooooooooo difficult for me to move on???

Soti noy tobe Sot sei meye....

Soham Atreyee k valobashe, Atreyee to Soham k ekdom e pochondo korena karon Soham bhishon mota.

Soham moner dukkhe, abar shuru kore nijer moner manush er khoj,alap hoy Ree-er sathe.

Dujoner modhhe gore othe, otut ek bondhutto, biswash r ofuronto valobasha.
Soham Ree k valobashe,propose kore.

Ree r ek muhurto onno kichu na vebe Soham k nijer jibon songi hisebe bechhe neye,shuru hoy tar jiboner ek notun odhyay.

Kromosho dujoner moddhe valobasha gobhir hote thake. Iti moddhei Soham Ree k onek sopno dekhiyeche.

Ree Soham k niye nijer chotto songshar er sopno dekhte valobase karon se j Soham k chhara
nijer jibon ta vabtei parena.Koyek bochhor kete jaye,praaye 5 bochhor 2 maash.

Dui poribaar ek hoy,dujoner biye o theek hoy,Ree bhishon khushi,karon aaj tar aashirbaad, r maash koyek porei tar biye tar
moner manush er sathe, Shey r soham ek hote choleche j....

Ashirbaad er por din, hotat Soham Ree k phone kore janay j shey r shomporko ta continue korte parbena karon tar mone hoy Ree r shey konodino jibone sukhi hote parbena.

Ree obaak hoye shone,koto proshno jaage tar mone,shey jante chay Soham er kache kintu Soham sudhu ektai
katha bole, j shey Ree er sathe khushi noy,bole se sarajiboner jonne Ree k nijer mon theke muchhe fele.

Kichudin por jana jaye j shey ekhon ektu Roga hoyar por Atreyee er sathe abar dekha korte jaye jekhane Atreyee er jonne tar purono prem jege othe, r jehuto se ekhon ekta valo company te chakri kore tai Atreyee er o r ei somporke kono apotty nei.

Ree aaj eka.Shey nijer jibon take tar kaajer moddhei bachiye rekheche.

Maa babar samne kon mukhe jabe shey,boro mukh kore jake maa babar samne ene daar koriyechilo, shey j aaj r nei tar saathe. Attiyo swojon er samne jaoar kono ichha e shey rakhena.

Kono bondhu bandhob nei,nei kono moner manush....ache sudhui ek raash ekakitto...

Ree aaj boroi eka,beche ache,ei jaa...

My body is an ugly masterpiece that lives off the beauty of sound!

Pyaar hai ya sirf intezaar??

Tanhaayi se darta nahi ab dil ye mera...

sach to ye hai k aaj bhi Interzaar mein hoon tere...

Tu kya jaane o bekhabar.........haqeeqat se to tu aaj bhi anjaan hai....

Zakhm bane naasoor...

Jo ye zakhm bane naasoor
toh hai ye waqt ka hi kasoor


Dil me basi thi uski yaad...
iss tutey dil ki har fariyaad

Sun le zaalim, aye mere khuda
Ab koi raha na tere siva
fariyaad jo maine teri ki
kar kuch to ab, de dil se duya


Dil me basaake yaaden uski
le chali main uss paar jahan
din raat rahungi kareeb uske
milne ko na tarsega ye jiya
sapne uske hi  bunti rahun
jo bane wo mera hi Piya...

For one to admire a woman merely for her beauty, is to love the building for its exterior; but to love one for the greatness of her soul, is to appreciate the tenement for its intrinsic value.

In life there is no fairy tale, no happily ever afters, no prince charming. In life, it's reality where you are gonna be hurt, you are gonna cry. But the best thing about reality is that there is a tomorrow!!

Happy Birthday To Me...

Birthdays are always very special to me....b it ne1...my mum, my dad, my friends, my relatives or my cute li’l Bobo!

Yes, I love to celebrate birthdays.....seeing someone grow an year older always puts a smile on my lips.....it’s like a new experience to me...ageing is a natural process...however, science still fails to explain the reasons, why an old man in his last years behave exactly like a li’l baby does after its birth! Funny, isn't it??

A baby laughs with a toothless mouth....an old man with his growing age, becomes toothless again!

The journey between birth and death is maintained in a cyclic order.

A baby after its birth...learns to walk slowly, where his li’l hand needs  to be held as a support, it cannot walk straight like a grown up adult.....similarly, the a person in his last days....loses the capability to walk straight again. We r born, we live and then we die...in the midst of everything, somewhere we get a chance to gain few experiences that makes the journey of life worth living!!

Today is my birthday....a day that is passing by like every other day of the year....yet, I feel so special....and all the credit goes to my near and dear ones...who made it special for me- my mum, my man, few of my friends and yes, my cutie pie, Bobo.

A special mention of  my cellphone n laptop'reminder, all those websites...at the time of registration on which...it always felt like killing my own time but today when I received mails in my mailbox from those sites greeting me on my Birthday, I felt so good...N, not to forget, my favorite Google, that has designed an entire doodle for wishing me on my Birthday!! Yup...m happy today!! J

Someone wishing me on my birthday means a lot to me....doesn't matter if its sharp at 12 at midnight....I am happy to have  people in my life who, apart from their busy schedule, recall my birthday and care to wish me and make me feel special...Thanks everyone!!

Last but not the least.....here comes my Birthday Gift......mmmmmmm.....I Love it!!!

She is Dimpy, the new member of our family gifted by someone very close to my heart!! Cute!! Isn't she??

It’s only Love that will ever stay...

I’ve been waiting all the night

Staring at my laptop screen

To see you work over the Skype

And make me feel I wish could wipe

The tension spread over your face

To be the winner of the race.

Trust me, you’re better seen

Over the cam than in my dream

No matter how far we stay

In your arms only, I wanna lay

I wish I could be there with you

And make you feel bit better too.

But now that we r far apart

I’ll wait here till u start

It gives me pleasure to be with you

And the relief I get, when I do.

Oh Baby, come on hold my hand

Let me take you to my dreamland

There, every sheer of our romance

Will unveil in a single chance

It’s only Love that will ever stay

Every other thing will find its way.

~Nayonika

Bas intezaar hai tumhara....

Meri Zindagi itni berang na hoti

agar tum hote har afsaane me

Zindagi ki khushiyan sari bator bhi paati

agar tum krte meri madad unhe paane me.

Ab jo tumne saath yun chhoda

to jayun kidhar, aye khuda ab tu hi bata

zindagi k raaste to hain kai magar

chalna kispe hai, mujhe na pata.

Laapata hoti gayi main jab jab

 tumhari talaash ko jo nikli kisi bahane se

ab jo maine dhunda hai tumhe

to khoya hai khud ko usi aashiyaane me

Milkar bhi hum ek na ho sake

iss baat ka afsos hai to nahi

par phir bhi dil k kisi kone me

tasveer baith chuki hai tumhari sahi

Shayad hum mile na dobara

koi na jaane kal kya ho mere yara

tum the saath kabhi yahi soch kar to

harpal kiya bas intezaar hi tumhara...

~Nayonika

The Untold Story of our Romance...

The untold story of our Romance

 That was written ages ago

 Someone travelling across all the way

 Has forwarded it to the present world at a go

Now that I know the feelings u hid

 And so does the reasons behind it

 I wanna  go back to the past at a glance

 Even though I don't stand a single chance

 I wanna relive the lovely moments we shove

 To feel and complete the story of our Love

Our Lives will never be the same 

 Once again the destiny will play its cruel game

 A goodbye meant forever indulged with such a pain

 Will retain the emotions behind it again!

~Nayonika

I'll be there for you

I've seen days without you

I've spent nights thinking about you

A day will come when I won't be there any more

Someday I'll b a memory to you forever

Now that you're gone too far 

And never cared to look back ...

I've cried a thousand sleepless nights

Always thinking of you in my mind

My heart skips a beat or two

Whenever I think of you

Since you don't want me in your life

So I am going far away...

A memory that will remind u of a Relationship

That was much beyond the limits of Love & Friendship...

A girl whom you'll surely miss someday

The girl who'll make you think of her all the way

No matter how far I go,

I'll always be there for you 

Whenever you need me...

I'll always be there for you 

When you close your eyes and think of me.... 

~Nayonika

M still gonna Love You…

No matter how longer I run from my past, 

The memories will haunt me forever

I wanna make up my mind and bid a farewell to your thoughts 

But my heart still wants you around.

Am still alive as I breathe, 

But my soul is dead deep inside…

Oh Baby! Yes,I am crying loud …

I just want to be with you, I just want to make you mine

No matter how much it hurts,

I’ll be still waiting for you with the sands of time ..... 

~Nayonika